Always Remember The Lessons Of Childhood
I started playing ball at Rice one year before Larry. My last known
playing size was 6'3" 245 lbs; Larry was listed at 5'11" and 210 lbs.
We were both fast and reckless on the field, talented, gifted,
fundamentally sound, and strong. One of us made it pro, the other one
When I was 4, my brother got a new Huffy for his birthday. I was still
on an old bike with training wheels. Of course, I wanted to be on a new
bike like my older brother. My parents lived paycheck to paycheck and
did not want to buy a new bike for a 4 year old that didn't even know
how to ride. But I begged and pleaded anyway. To no avail. However, the
silver lining to the "no" that I kept receiving was when my dad said,
"Son, when you can ride a bike without training wheels, I'll buy you a
This past week while on vacation, I was spending the day, like most
days off at the pool in my backyard. I've got 4 kids aged 12 ( Austin
), 10 ( Hunter ), 4 ( Taylor ), and 2 about to be 3 (Skylar). Now,
Austin and Hunter are capable of swimming and staying out of any
trouble in the pool. Taylor has recently learned and is very confident
and capable in the water. We have to keep an eye on her just to make
sure she doesn't get herself into a jam. Skylar, on the other hand, is
able to swim short distances of 10-15 feet. He feels most comfortable
near the edge of the pool.
Throughout the week, I liked to challenge the older kids to underwater
games like sitting on the bottom, standing on their hands the longest,
walking on their hands, or simply, who can hold their breath the
longest. I noticed Skylar many times hanging on the edge and dunking
himself underwater only to come up quickly after to catch his breath.
My wife, Tracy, said to me, "Look at him, he's testing his limits." I
agreed proudly. As the days progressed, I noticed that he was letting
go of the wall now, but would quickly grab it as he surfaced.
Then, on Thursday, I was sitting in the hot tub enjoying the laughter
and splashing with my wife, Tracy. Without worry, I was keeping and eye
on Skylar while he continued his plunge, release the wall, resurface
and grab the wall. So he continued. Suddenly, he burst up through the
water with enough energy to grab 100% of my attention. He was smiling
immensely and could not wait to catch his breath until the water ran
off his face. As he drew in his smiling breath through pool water
running off of his head, he exclaimed, "DADDY! I TOUCH THE BOTTOM ALL
Of course I praised him for his accomplishment thinking of how far he
has come lately with his confidence and ability in the water. He
continued. Then, I realized. This boy had a goal! He was excited
because he had accomplished a goal! I turned to Tracy and asked, "when
do we stop growing?" My wife is an extraordinary person in regards to
knowing what she wants and getting it. She responded simply, that we
hadn't. I said, "No, humans adults, why do they stop growing?" She let
me ponder that thought.
Over the next couple of days, I thought about the fact that we don't
actually ever stop growing and learning. It's all about pain and
pleasure no matter how young or old we are. Either we experience enough
pain to stop what we are doing or we experience enough pleasure to
continue. Pain, however, can stop us from taking risks. Trying the
unknown can be painful so why should we try that? A toddler doesn't
have that choice. HE OR SHE MUST CONTINUE TO TRY THE UNKNOWN! It is in
their genetic make-up or they will forever remain in that state. Why
should we, as adults, stunt our growth by not trying the unknown?
During the past week, I have learned that my wife is superwoman. I have
experience kids peeing, pooping, fighting, arguing, whining, falling
down, running through the house only to run into someone else or
something, getting cut, getting bruised, getting thirsty, getting
hungry, eating, and getting hungry and eating again before I could ever
eat a meal. In addition, my 2 year old has opened every board game
owned in the Soward home (while I was napping) and scattered pieces
throughout 2 rooms. And, let me mention that he also personally opened
a Smithsonian Institute Crystal Growing Chemistry Set owned by my 10
year old and managed to spread the powder throughout my study, foyer,
hallway, and 2 bedrooms. Believe me, he experienced a little pain to
remind him not to do that again!
As I look back through the week and thinking of Skylar's accomplishment
in the pool and explorations in the home, it makes me realize this is
simply the process that God intended. This is how we grow. Sometimes we
are praised for trying something new. And there are times where we are
hurt. No matter what the day brings, we are always growing and
learning. The difference between the champions and losers is that
champions apply the lessons learned.
Several years ago, I was speaking with my former teammate Larry after a
UT-Rice football game. Larry now plays for the New England Patriots and
was off that weekend. He has 3 Superbowl rings. He has been playing pro
ball since 1996. He was undrafted after his college career ended.
However, he was invited to attend the training camp for Jimmy Johnson's
Miami Dolphins. This was Jimmy Johnson's first year coaching the
Dolphins and was well know for his strict style. After the first
pre-season game, Coach Johnson told reporters that only 2 people have
made the team thus far, "Dan Marino and Larry Izzo." You see, Larry was
on the kick-off return team, not known for its glamour, and had knocked
down an opponent running at him full speed. He got up and knocked down
a second opponent. In the world of professional football and all of its
talent and athleticism, only the spirit of a warrior and the heart of a
champion could accomplish this.
Larry reminded me in our conversation that "only if I hadn't gotten
into the doghouse (with a former college coach)" I could have made it.
Knowing what he knows now, I had the talent and the recklessness that
needed to be had in order to be, at least, a special teams standout. It
was bitter-sweet. Part of me wishes that he would have said that I
wasn't talented enough to make it rather than blaming it on the
"doghouse." You see, I put myself in that "doghouse." At some point I
committed my life to being what I called a "fatally-flawed hero."
However, no one saw me as a hero. I drank and partied away my career
because I was scared to set and miss a goal. I was no longer the 4 year
old boy that was told, "When you can ride a bike, I'll buy you one,"
and learned to ride a bike without training wheels in less than a week.
I was the guy with the talent, that the people with the heart wish they
had the talent of. Several years ago, before Larry and I spoke I had
come to realize this and turned my life around. It took me 12 years to
get up and seek another opponent to knock down. Every now and then, I
am reminded to have the spirit of a warrior and the heart of a champion.
This week I was again by a 2 year old.
Like Larry, Skylar knocked down one goal last Thursday by touching the
bottom of the pool and by Sunday had actually sat on the bottom of the
pool while I watched him through my goggled eyes smile at me underwater
because he had just knocked down his second opponent.
We face adversity each and every day. That is the Devil's plan. God's
plan is for us to get up, show up, knock 'em down, and knock 'em down
again. You have a goal and that is to be the best in all that you do.
In faith, family and work, be the best that you can be. There are
opponents in your way. Find out who or what is in your way and knock
them down one at a time. But first, knock down the opponent in your
mirror named Fear. Without taking that one out, the rest will simply
run by you. Stand and believe on the words written and repeated more
than any other throughout the best selling book ever written, "Fear Not."
~ Bryan Soward ~
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